Love

I find I can love unreservedly when it is my friends or my family.
But I find it difficult to open up to the type of love that leaves me vulnerable.
I find it difficult to love in the way that they want.
Because I don't know how it feels, and so I am lost.
I don't know how to say it and I don't know what to do.
Daddy, I need Your guidance, as I always have and as I always will.